"i never thought i was normal, never tried to be normal"

this song is in Danish. 

that phrase came from one of the most popular psychopath, Charles Manson. for the record, i'm not idolising him, but i have to admit that his life both fascinates and disgusts me. he's evil. even though he didn't commit the 7 murders himself, his handworks were everywhere. i think he is more evil than the murderers themselves because he was the mastermind behind the murders. but, put it in any words you want, you can never deny that Manson is one smart bastard. i bet his IQ is higher than most high-achievers i've ever known. too bad he's a crazy-ass bastard too. (after several clicks research, i found that his IQ is 121/122, which coincides with what i have known all along, he is intelligent.)

anyway, i'm not here to talk about Manson, i'm here to talk about this and this. i can't put into words how i felt when i read these two stories. the people who have done this to these poor babies are giving animals a bad name. actually, i wanted to include about the case in Penang, but i couldn't find it in NST's archive. well, it isn't my fault that NST's archive is worse than my ability to cook. they should do something about it soon to avoid any confusion.

and reading about these two stories reminds me of Baby Peter, the poor little 4-year-old girl and Victoria Climbie. what's more heartbreaking is that the cruelties towards these poor little souls were committed by the people who were/are known to them. in case any of you think that a 4-year-old is not a credible witness, think again. even though it is widely known that a person has no memory before the age of 3, the trauma one suffered will always be embedded in his/her mind (thank you CSI!). so, yes, i believe in everything she said and yes, that 45-minute interrogation by the defence lawyers was unnecessary. what i find confusing is, why her physical examination is not made public and why the name of the monster is not released. please, don't give me that crap about human rights. no human is low enough to do what he did to that 2 defenceless tots. 

i really want to know the names of these monsters so that i can condemn their souls to eternal hell. oh wait, i already do. but still, why withhold their names? oh, how i wish that sodomising, raping, abusing, and molesting carry a death penalty! and how can the defence lawyers sleep at night knowing that they're dealing with monsters? man, even "monster" is too mild a name to call these...these...these whatever you want to call them. for once, words fail me. 

R.I.P Baby Peter. R.I.P Victoria Climbie. R.I.P. that little girl from Penang. you're in a better place now.

this is beyond revolting. please excuse me while i go puke.