sometimes, there are downfalls of being me, you know. yes, i know, SHOCKING. my sarcasm is lost on many people. they think i'm joking when i'm actually at my serious self, they don't really get my jokes and i think that most of their jokes are un-funny. most of them don't even understand me. there are reasons why i'm acting the way i do but sadly, my actions are wasted on these people.
there are reasons why i sulk, there are reasons why i'm angry, there are reasons why i don't want to talk to them. why should i, when all these while, they never listened to me at all? it's frustrating, you see. they always see me as the culprit and never took the time to ask me why i acted that way. why can't they blame others as well? oh no, they want to blame me.
i'm tired of this shit. i'm uncomfortable in my own house. and in this economy, which is the worst in 60 years, looking for a job is like trying to catch a falling star.
2 comments:
just hang in there!
don't ever lose faith in yourself and try to look for other things to do rather than just getting a job.
be a volunteer or learn some new skills (language,playing music instruments etc).
it worked for me so cheer up! :D
thanks a lot.
can you tell me a bit about what you did and do?
i'm keeping an eye on any magazines or newspapers that are looking for writers or junior writers and such. i know my english is not good enough and my grammar is everywhere but a girl can hope, right?
this boredom is killing me. i keep hitting on guys that i don't even like just to kill the time.
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