i'm still at home.

hoho.

i haven't rid of my laziness, and every effort it takes to actually go back to shah alam looks pretty mighty to me. besides, my class starts at 12 tomorrow, so i have plenty of time to be ready, except for one minor glitch.

i have a test tomorrow.

a test on my tax paper to be exact, and i haven't start anything. yet. i guess my brooding not only affects my life, it also affects everything that i do.

i don't know if i ever worked this hard on a subject before. but, with a lecturer who looks down on anyone she considers stupid or lazy, i have no choice but to work hard (at least i think so). but i think her judgement is a bit misguided, because it's a fact that no one takes their studies seriously before the results come out, and the result will only come out on 18/8/2008. and that's only 2 weeks away.

goodness, i'm terrified. what my results will be?