One of the few moments that proves I actually have a heart

Another work-related post. Go paint-dry-watching or grass-grow-watching because I'm sure it's more interesting than what I'm about to write.

I knew I'm in trouble since last week but I didn't know how big the trouble is. Well, now I know.

A senior asked me how long have I been working here and when she answered "____ months only?", I started to think about all sorts of bad things. Because whenever I told people about how long I've been working, people would say things like "Takkan lah benda macam ni pun tak tau".

I only have myself to blame. I'm too relaxed, I do my job leisurely, I don't place any responsibility to what I've done, and I don't always follow instructions.

And the senior who has been praising my work to the top management must be very embarrassed right now. Only God knows how sorry I am, really.

On top of everything else, my phone broke down today. Fuck that shit! I've planned what I'm gonna do with my salary this month, kalau beli handphone baru nanti tak cukup duit untuk buat benda lain.