a history of stupidism

my good health is returning but my appetite seems to be deserting me. i can only take in about 1 or 2 spoonfuls of rice and it has gone on for days now. if there's no food to be found on the table and i'm too dispirited to cook, i just gulp on a mug of cereal or Milo. even from an anorexic's point of view, my diet is definitely lacking. 

to keep my tummy and my bladder happy, i munch on fruits. i can only thank the Lord that there are apples in my fridge, or i wouldn't have the strength to stay up all night and do God-knows-what. there's no double meaning in that, you dirty-minded people. i'm talking about my download-made activities.

this is depressing the hell out of me. i shed a few kilos and i can even manage to get into my size-23 jeans, although the trip from thigh to hip is still a little bit bumpy. i'm definitely not happy with my weight loss although come to think of it, my weight has been playing yo-yo with me for as long as i can remember. 

talking about food reminds me of the latest sad news about the Tibetan monks. i don't get why people *cough China cough* want to harm these gentle souls. most of you probably have heard of  my jokes about Tibetan monks and vegetables, but it's true, you know. since they only eat vegetables (only the lowest ranks of monks eat meat), it's only natural for them to have a gentle and sweet nature. you can see from the infamous monks' rallies that they rarely resort to violence and they always make their protests in peace and silently. it saddens me to see the things those heartless bastards *cough China cough* have done to them.

i'm not saying that monks are sin-less. i frequently see them crawling in the hearts of KL making one sin to another. i gossip about them all the time but i'll be the last person to judge their behaviour. that's all i can say.

in a time when people are losing their faith more and more frequently, it's like breathing in a fresh air to see that these monks are gutless enough to defy the bastards that have taken their lands by force *cough China cough*. so that is why even though we have different beliefs, i'm sending my prayers to them.