I know beggars can't be choosers and I don't want to sound like an ingrate and should be thankful that my field offers gaji that is more than cukup-cukup makan Alhamdulillah but God I hate working in an environment such as the one I'm currently in.
I don't get how a person can backstab you and then pretend that nothing happens. Or blame you for something that is obviously her own doing. Or say all kinds of shits about you in front of others lepas tu keluar lunch sama-sama.
I don't get this at all. Maybe I'm still seeing the world through a pair of rose-tinted glasses despite my cynical demeanour, I don't know, maybe. Maybe I'm finally experiencing office politics at full-scale after my years of being in the audit field, I don't know, maybe.
What I do now is that I don't like it one bit.
I'm still struggling to wake up early because I need to scan my fringerprints before 8:30, and on top of that, I need to work in this kind of shitty environment. I'm too old to act rebelliously and show my disrespectfulness to them. Le sigh lepas tu bila menjawab atau tinggi suara sikit mula la mengugut macam-macam. Manusia manusia. Macam-macam hal betul.
I was so upset at work today. Sorry for the emo post.
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