Thursday, December 08, 2011

What don't you understand?

I'm so frustrated with almost everything right now and I just can't put my feelings into words. I'm having difficulties at work and the only thing that keeps me going is the money. I don't like my colleagues, I think most of them are two-faced bitches and I always keep things to myself for the fear of they'd use anything I've said against me in the future. I'm being paranoid, and I don't like it.

I just don't fit in there, and this time around, there are no more seniors that would guide me around because I am the senior, well, in terms of pangkat je lah. And I miss my ex-colleagues too much because my current job requires me to work alone most of the time.

This was me circa 2 years ago when I joined my old firm. I hate that history is repeating itself.

This vacation couldn't arrive at a more appropriate time. I need this so badly.

6 comments:

ijan said...

have fun ok? naik sume ride, jerit kuat2 kasi hilang sume tension. pastu dh abis jgn lupa gelak. gerenti hilang sume stress.

wani said...

Ijan nanti kita pergi Korea, tolonglah jangan ajak orang yang kuat komplen. Malas aku nak melayan.

ijan said...

ok! nak start kumpul duit. :D

wani said...

Mungkin patut ajak sorang lagi? Untuk cukupkan 4 orang.

ijan said...

decide friday ni la. sbb kita bukannya selalu holiday sama2. so x tau sape yg ok.

wani said...

Jangan lupa bagitau Shary tau pasal jumaat ni! Aku ajak dia gak.