pain? what pain?

i have 2 interviews lining up for me, from companies that i have never heard of. one is for a management trainee position and one is for an internal auditor. yes, that's right. MANAGEMENT TRAINEE????? i must have lost my mind when i applied for that job.

*after 10 minutes of googling*

oh well, a management trainee doesn't sound so good. it seems that a management trainee is a kuli to everyone. don't matter now, at least the interview can be a practice for my other upcoming interviews. that two previous disastrous interviews don't count. i'm still smarting over the fact that they thought i was being a smart ass. pardon me for being so smart.

.....i can't be choosy now.....

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my, but i am choosy. i need to find a work environment where i can be happy. i don't want to slave off my ass for some meager pay and end up like those poor, old women you can find anywhere on any audit firms. that's why i'm avoiding the big audit firms (as if they want me to be on their payroll anyway). yes i know, they pay well, but going home at 3-4 AM? i don't think i can handle that.

besides the two epically-boring jobs, i also applied for various WTF jobs, including a media researcher. okay, i know, that's stretching up a bit, but oh my, the job sounds like fun!! if only i don't have to do the 3 years work experience......

geez, i need to stop this sense of entitlement i'm having. but it's hard, considering that i had it since birth. it's embedded under my skin.

okay, let's get this fuckery over with so that another phase of my life can have a start.