Sunday, August 24, 2008

why do i have to live like this?

even though my body temp has dropped considerably, and i'm also starting to sweat, the fever is still there. i still have a God-awful headache, my joint muscles still scream every time i move, and the rashes don't seem to be leaving from my body. besides that, i also have a new problem, cibi. man, am i ever in trouble.

can you imagine how tired i am to be in and out of the bathroom for like, 250 times a day (well, maybe most of you can), and today is the second day of my cibi. i can't even eat a decent meal for fear of throwing them all out again. this is absolute torture. i can't even remember being this sick in my entire life (well, maybe the time when i was down with virus for 3 weeks can compete), but really, this is beyond madness.

i'm tired, i'm sleep-deprived, i ache all over, i'm hungry, i'm cold, and i long to kick someone's butt.

i hate being sick, i hate that the chinese still maintains that all four of the gymnasts are not underage even when all the evidence pointed to the contrary, i hate that stupid bitch avril lavigne whose concert is back on in malaysia,(who's going to see her anyway? her mere presence is an eyesore, and that discounting the noise pollution she made), i hate david beckham, who for me is just a self-obsessed, over-sexed, self-indulgent, talentless sonofabitch and the world is a better place without him.

i hate just about everything right now.

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