up until today's morning, i spent the last four days studying, eating, surfing the net, studying some more, downloading illegally, then studying again, looking up the fridge to find anything eatable, reading my penyiasat remaja comics, and then more intense studying. i swear, if i had to look at my P3 text book one more time, i'll go loony.

i'm tired of being looped up in my home. i need to get out before i do something stupid, like watching high school musical or starting to think that zac efron is the "it". that's how pathetic i've become.

you might not know this, but i think i'm starting to sound hysterical. i think i'm on the verge of breaking down. i need help, quickly.